That I didn't know what I was doing, and you didn't speak to me again after a few days; That you wanted me to lie in the mud and screw you; That you shouted down the phone "you're dumped" and hung up; That we lived too far away and you were going to uni; That we agreed to before the end; That we were both too messed up; That you moved away and it wasn't the same; That it was too intense; That you never liked me more than anyone else; That when I liked you the most was at a different time to when you liked me the most.